when i was seventeen

lying isn't something i like doing
but sometimes you have to do so
to not hurt others
and when the people find out that you have been lying to them,
the hurt on their face,
kills me.

i couldn't lie when my friends asked me why i wasn't going to be at school on friday
i couldn't say either though that cookie didn't want them there
it would have hurt them even more
and it was bad enough as it was

i still went on friday
to a social
the  most sluttiest thing i have ever seen
but the boys were all so gorgeous
and smart ;
you couldn't beat that
and yeah i was sad that i had to lie
but sometimes you hurt some people
in a decision you make
asian kiss x

ps. normally i don't like posting pictures with faces
but this is the only place where i am uploading them
so yeah...

first i want to start by saying
i''m sorry for not posting
i will though now :)
thank you for being patient !!

so i bought this tee
and yes, it is a guy top
but i don't care :P
i like it anyway
and its so cool
how come guys get cool clothes ??
:/
oh well,
i got this one :3
also for a bit girly side
i bought some makeup
yes,
be shocked !!
and also a really cute dress !!
maybe post pictures after friday;
OH EM GEE !!!
THE SOCIAL IS IN LESS THAN A 4 DAYS !!
could say that i'm a bit keen ;)
asian kiss x

i love this new shirt thing that i bought
my friend said that it wasn't like me to buy these kinds of clothes
but i really do like it :D
and its girly
and different to my normal
this is the day that i found out that i had a baby cousin
yep, i finally have one !
she is adorable
i can not wait unitl she is older to understand me and everything !
though by that age i will be considered "old" so i don't know...
also i can not wait unitl i buy her clothes
she will be the cutest thing around the block !!
haven't seen her for a week now
because we have been extra busy !!
maybe might see her next weekend though :D
have i told you guys that in less then a week
i must be ack at school
talk about depressing :/
got to go do the dishes -.-
asian kiss x

wore this to out of uniform day for school
because i am a cool cat
gosh,
i love describing things like that :) ha
maybe next out of uniform day
i may dress up a bit more girlier ;)
asian kiss x

i bought a nail pen
its called "snowy"
or something like that
it is quite awesome
though its not like how the picture shows it ...
-sigh-
it never is
asian kiss x